Clandestine · Whispers

you know whats funny??its when you come to see that you were pretty and nice just the way you were before this all began, before ana came into your life. If i  only saw what i can see now, i probably tried a way to stop myself from becoming the piece of crap that i am now..i ruined my 16th year on earth, when i should be enjoying it the most..but you know what, i guess its too late too coz now, i just cant seem to live without her!! why did this hae to happen to me???i wanna be happy